Today is one of those scary days when I have nothing to do and no one to do it with. In the Days of Living With Husband, we had each other to bounce off of. If I am left with nothing to do I do...nothing. Except think too much and worry a lot.
I really need a structured environment, which is why I was so dang happy in Vermont. Established mealtimes, the expectation of artistic productivity, likeminded people. Man. That was the life.
I am not convinced that living in pairs is the answer. Whoever dreamed that up was too focused on sex and child-bearing. The world is HUGE and no one person can be all things to one person.
COMMUNE!
Of course, having a 9-5 job might clear up some of this anomie, too.
Again, people would kill to have my problems.
Posted by Zerd at December 6, 2009 04:10 PM